Unacknowledged Excitement

S and I got married about 7 months back. Immediately after marriage we decided that we would'nt really wait long and try for a baby at the earliest. I suggested that we attempt sometime after December and we kind of agreed to that. But couple of months back, we decided not to wait till Dec but start immediately. We wanted to have a 'Cancerian' baby and hence decided to try sometime during October. We were not really aware that it's does'nt really work out that way, we would'nt end up with a baby right on the 9th month nor were aware that we would succeed straight away in the very first attempt.

Nothing much has happened so far and we are still trying and in the process learnt few stuff about pregnancy. We certainly were very naive in our understanding. ;-0) Our assumption was that all we need to do is to 'DO' away with the contraceptives and then start sometime after the safe period. I thought I just need to 'bang once' and 'bang right' and I would end up impregnating my wife. ;-0)

My wife had her period this month sometime between 9th and 15th. We kind of decided to give another shot at it, after the safe period.

But something happened today which has made me bit thoughtful. I woke up my wife this morning to have a quick chat with her, before I leave for office. She got up, gave me a smile and suddenly exclaimed, 'I feel like throwing up'. S ran to the bathroom, came back and exclaimed ' I threw up some stuff'. Both of us seem to know what we were thinking, but avoided talking about it. I hope, I just hope it's happening. Keeping my fingers crossed.

At the same time, I am confused. Women start throwing up sometime after 2 months of pregnancy. We started couple of months back and my wife had her periods two weeks back. So 'throwing up' really can't be due to pregnancy. Maybe it was just one off those unexpected 'pukes'. Whatever it was it certainly has left both of us in quite a anticipatory and thoughtful mood. We avoided talking about it, avoided meeting each other's eyes and just went on with the routine. It was bit easy to ignore and pretend as if nothing happened. S's sisters are here for a vacation and are staying with us. Let's see how it goes once I reach home this evening. Will we talk about it or just ignore. 'S' mostly likely would ignore.